My fucked up mind in words

11 June 2013

4 June 2013

so i dreamt that i was with these american kids in a holiday island which just looked magnificent. Then his parents came and he threw the joint he had into the water i was in. I picked it up and questioned him and he gave me his brick of weed. Dint smoke it coz the dream changed

i was then in some prison like school hybrid. This maniac suddenly came up and start shooting everyone while we all hid. It was quite intense.

30 May 2013

so i had a dream. It started off with me calling Vanessa out for drinks (yet to get back to me in real life) and she accepted. Was gonna meet her at night in the dream. After that i went to school (SRJC) then i met up with a couple of people i don’t really know that well. I remember Davina there talking to me very well. After that Charmaine came and seat next to me and just chilled (she hates me in real life).

there was a break in my memory after that. the next time i remember is Jian Ning messaging (we don’t do that any more). I had a good time messaging her. After i went to meet Vanessa and i woke up.

This probably sum up a lot of things i want.

29 May 2013

havent posted in a while because i have yet to dream of anything and i have no time anyway. All this stress hindering my creativity for my sleep

26 May 2013

Couldn’t remember my dream last night. i remember dreaming. But i do not remember what it was about. Probably too tired from studying overnight

24 May 2013

Okay i vaguely remembered last night dream only

i remember going out with my friend and her mum and i kept trying to touch them (idk why, i dont even like them) 

then the dream changed to me going shopping with some family i don’t know in some mall i don’t know wither. But the mall looked quite high end.

i remember fighting with someone there and the wall suddenly vanished and we were on the edge of the hill. Then the people i was with took turns to stand on the edge and pretend to fall.

now i’m awake using my dog as an arm rest while he is having the hiccups hahaha

so i have a phone call etiquette test today, guess what i dreamed about…

so i was in school with a bunch of friends, standing outside the lecture theatre, and all of us were doing the assessment. 

This dream wasn’t really special. it sucks

22 May 2013

So it starts with the setting of the overhead bridge over at ben’s house, but it looks bigger and longer than what it looks like real life, My dad, my mum and I were walking to the other side, Apparently i met some Bollywood star talking to a security guard at the end of the bridge, they told me to be careful. 

i looked around and there were many people watching us. Shaun son come (i don’t know from where) and told us that they were gonna kidnap us and told me to run. He also told me Hafiz planned the kidnap (fuck you hafiz).

So i ran, turned a corner, ran up the stairs and hid in front of some one’s unit, out of the line of sight. i tried to call the police, but the phone never manage to call the number 999, but instead 9901 and other number combinations. once i manage to call 999 but the voice mail said they were not free. 

I on my camera so i can look at the pathway without popping my head out. I saw a guy. So i waited as he approached, and then i jumped out, did a MMA lift and flipped him over the ledge for him to fall off to his death.

i don’t remember the rest anymore-.-

21st May 2013

i dont remember how the dream/ nightmare started, but ill put what i remember. 

It started up with a dark setting. typical building, but soon evolved into a place with stairs and many levels and an underground canal. I remember a few faces, Ee Shan, Yong Sheng (couple) and Addison and some japanese dude that keep saying i told you so( i’ll get to that soon)

What happened was that i guess we were running for our life because if this guy catches you, you get ripped up and die. ‘Typically grim reaper looking guy. Soon we had a decision to run up the high building or run through the canal to escape the pursuer. Everyone said go up, but the japanese dude said to run through the canal. We dint listen to him. We could have survived.

So we ran up, and soon got caught by this handsome looking guy who wants to kill us with this red staff which had a main spike pointing up and four smaller ones pointing down (kinda like Hidan from naruto). But he said he wanted to play a game (how original mind). He told us he wants to determine who’s right and who’s wrong ( regarding what i do not know). If you’re right, he eats you later. Wrong, kills you now. He determines right or wrong through flipping a coin and asking direction questions (what a sick fuck) This is when the fucking japanese guy, awaiting his to to flip the coin. He said i told you so. Was kinda too scared to respond. So i looked to the guy on my left, i think it was still addison, i unscrewed the top of my head, and pulled out a long cone shaped thing which should be my brain stem (at least what my mind made it to be), and pulled it out, which triggered lots of thoughts of my girlfriend coz i was going to die. Then i put it back it, i decided to challenge the guy to win whatever this guy wants to play and leave this place alive.

just then, my dad called me in the real world to go have dinner. So here i am typing my first post. i really need to stop sleeping in the afternoon cause it always gives me nightmares

i’ll start this soon, the next time i get a messed up dream. And ten years down the road, ill look at it, and laugh my ass off 

damn i like this image tumblr picked for me